I feel I am amidst a crowd of
people, its congested, it warm and that is aggravated more with the body heat;
there are too many people, almost sticking to one another. And these people are
not known to me. I do not know their names. It’s only their faces which are
familiar to me by now. I have been stuck up with them, sweaty like a pig for a
way too long time.
My limbs ache for standing so
long. I can take it no more and I need to get out of this congestion and
breathe some fresh air.
No… this is not a nightmare. These
are things I feel even when I am functioning normally.
I feel like a failure…. For a few
reasons….And that I shall continue soon…
