I feel I am amidst a crowd of people, its congested, it warm and that is aggravated more with the body heat; there are too many people, almost sticking to one another. And these people are not known to me. I do not know their names. It’s only their faces which are familiar to me by now. I have been stuck up with them, sweaty like a pig for a way too long time.
My limbs ache for standing so long. I can take it no more and I need to get out of this congestion and breathe some fresh air.
No… this is not a nightmare. These are things I feel even when I am functioning normally.
I feel like a failure…. For a few reasons….And that I shall continue soon…